20 July 2007 - The end of the affair (part 2)

Given T6’s character, I half expected him to hate me forever and ever.
Surprisingly he didn’t.
He kept pleading with me but I remained heartless.
It was pretty easy for me, I had after all, 2 years to prepare myself for this.
He eventually gave up seeing that I wasn't going to be moved this time.

He said I was welcome to go back to him anytime.
I wanted to slap him at this point.
How could he offer me such an option when he jolly well knew he could not give me anything in return?
If he claimed to love me so much, did he not realise how much I was suffering?

Selfish, selfish bastard.

He said he needed to heal and he asked me not to closed the doors on him
I agreed to stay as friends and remain in contact with him, hopefully that would do him some good
I must’ve looked so strong compared to him then but was I really?
Was I not pandering to his wimps again?