Slow Subtle Sunday

I decided not to do anything today.
No appointments, no work, no chores; it'll be an absolutely chor-bo day today.
Time passed really slowly... and I spent half the day asleep.
My body needed the rest from all the late nights I'd been keeping.

Mum was nagging about my late nights too.
Don't like to make her worry about me but cutting back on my activities is not really an option, at least for now.
Keeping my days busy helped to prevent my mind from wondering about and kept my sanity in check.

T6 sms-ed me again today.
He was…. ‘concerned’… when I didn’t reply.
Seriously there was nothing to reply about, and I am sick and tired of his insinuation that when I did not bother to respond, I was trying to subtly send him some messages.
What the fuck was there to respond about?
What subtle message?

We are no longer together so just fucking drop it, will ya?
Get on with life!
Here I am trying my best to but he just doesn’t care, does he?
It was and still is always about him, him, him!
I have had enough of this crap already!

So I told him to shove it.
Get outta my face.
Get outta my life.
Well, that wasn’t that subtle, was it?
In any case, I was never well known for my subtlety.